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I may never fully understand...

Why I did the things I did...

Why I said the things I said...

Or why I am the way I am...

All I can say for sure...

Is that I...am sorry...





Will I rebuild the walls you have torn down?

Will I survive the fire as it burns all around?

This distance growing between us will be the death of me.

My sincerity is my self-inflicted suicide.

Your picture is the only thing keeping me alive.

Your smile in that photo feels so bittersweet.

If only the smile had been because of me.

Things wouldn't be where they are today.

Maybe you wouldn't have gone your own way.



*/unfinished/*

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DestroyingAngel
08:05 Dec 28 2009

I just wanted to let you know that I truly enjoyed this...

Very much!

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SinginGhost88
17:22 Dec 28 2009

Words stolen right from my mouth

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Nightfire
04:53 Dec 31 2009

i likes it alot! ;)

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bandnrd
02:22 Jan 02 2010

Sad. Yet, really pretty.

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Your insincerity will be the end of you.

Vanity will surely bring you your doom.

A sense of security will be the end of you.

You're not the best thing in the room.



You make me sick.

You want to change the world?

Why don't you change yourself.

You want to fucking change the world?

Why won't you change your fucking self.

You make me sick.



Now I am sick and I'm dying.

Your narcissistic ways are killing me.

Why won't you open your eyes?

If you love me so much, then let me know.

You love yourself too much to let it go.

Why can't you open your eyes?

You don't love me, just let me go.



You want to change the world?

First, you need to change yourself.

You want to change our world?

First, you need to change yourself.

You want to save our world?

Or would you rather save yourself.

You will never save our world.

You would rather save your fucking self.

You should feel special...

I'll never kill again...

Once you are dead...



I'll have you begging for the reaper before I'm through.

I've reached the end of my rope,

You've reached the end of the road.

I'll never kill again, once I've killed you.

It all ends with you.



I'll burn you alive.

I'll make you cry.

I will fucking burn you alive.



I'll hold you close as you fade to sleep.

Making sure you never see another night.

Making sure you never ruin another life.

Pushing and twisting the knife so deep.

It's the best I can do.



Why won't you die.

Your life is mine.

Why won't you fucking die.



I'll burn you alive.

I'll make you cry.

I will fucking burn you alive.



You should feel special...

I'll never kill again...

Because you are dead...

This isn't meant to be.

You just weren't meant to be...with...me.



Please forgive me as I release your hand.

But it doesn't belong in mine.

So keep that in mind,

As you're telling me goodbye.

Tell me goodbye.

Tell me goodbye.



This was never any good.

This just wasn't meant to be.

You were just never any good...for...me.



And you had your chance.

I always gave you time.

But no longer.

I'm taking back what is rightfully mine.

And I have my chance.

I will take back what is rightfully mine.

So keep that in mind.

Tell me goodbye.

Goodbye.



I'm not sorry.

You know you had your chance.

I'm not sorry.

And I never will be.

Again.

Goodbye.

How is it that when we look at your future,

It's always characterized by what you could be.

But when it comes down to me and mine,

I'm always judged by what I've been.

While I have the time, allow me to level the playing field.

A quick glance around the room to be sure I have the audience I deserve.

As I rip my own heart out so that they can see...

And so you can see, that you're nothing without me.



You will remember my name.

As my heart is your martyr.

You won't forget my name.

As life only gets harder.



A quick glance around the room, to be sure I have the audience I deserve.

As I rip my own heart out, so that they can see...

So that you can see, that you're nothing, without me.



I was begging you to take me for who I am, and not for what I've been.

But you never gave me the benefit of the doubt.

So tonight...right now, with all these people around...

You will see for what I am, and know I am everything you will ever need...

My heart, your martyr.

You will remember my name.



My name.

As my heart becomes your martyr.

Remember my name.

Remember my name.

Don't forget my name.



So much more I could've given you...

But this will do instead...

I give you my life.

My heart, your martyr.



Don't forget my name.

We...are...all...human.



With a species-defining disposition likes this...

How could you ever expect success?

Our fall was destiny.

We were destined to fail.

Looking back on it now...

We all probably should have expected this.

What kind of savior might you suggest?

I don't really have it in me...

And there is no use in setting sail...

We will never find our higher ground.



We...are all...human.



To whomever is watching us from above:

We're sorry we let you down.

You made us the way we are, and this is the way it was.

You made us the way we are, and this is the way it is.

And this is the way it has always been.

And this is the way it will always be.

Avert your eyes, there is nothing left to see.



Nothing left to see that you would want to see, from me.

This powder keg we call Earth is about to explode.

To whomever is watching us from above:

We're sorry we let you down.

We're sorry, but you made us the way we are.

We're sorry that you made us the way we are.



We are all human.

And whoever was watching us, has let us down.

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LiquoriceLexi
09:05 Dec 20 2009

The increasing humiliation of man...



It is all perspective and size.



Only gravity truly defines the way down.

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See the fire in my eyes.

Feel the passion in my heart.



I'm screaming so you can hear me.

If you would just take the time to listen.

I'll keep screaming until you hear me.

I'll never stop wearing my heart on my sleeve.



Music is life, I make it my way.

Either listen, or hit the highway.

Pay attention, 'cause this is my day.

And this is my time, these words are mine.

To you it might just be noise.

But I know...I know I've found my voice.



You will feel my passion.

You will see the fire in my eyes.

You will feel my passion.

You will see the fire in my eyes.



I'm screaming so you can hear me.

If you would just take the time to listen.

I'll keep screaming until you hear me.

I'll never stop wearing my heart on my sleeve.

I won't stop screaming until you listen.

I won't stop wearing my heart on my sleeve.

I'll keep wearing my heart on my sleeve.



Music is life, I make it my way.

Music is life, I make it my way.

This is my time, and these words are mine...

And this is my way.



You will feel my passion.

You will see the fire in my eyes.

You will feel my passion.

You will see the fire in my eyes.



And this is my way.



(these are the lyrics to the next song I'm recording, let me know what you think...)

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branchan
03:13 Dec 04 2009

spunky, that is kick fucking ass. i love it.

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Nightfire
18:39 Dec 04 2009

i like it. its deep.

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SayGoodbye
22:46 Dec 04 2009

Whooooo Stephen they are awesome sounds like its gonna be good ;D your songns are always awesome!

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Emily
06:34 Dec 05 2009

OMG.. i love it :D ima steal a line for my kismet :3

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Lolita
08:25 Dec 06 2009

What can I say... it must be good if your hordes of fans are already stealing lines to use as their kismets!! :D



I like the lyrics, look forward to hearing the final product.

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